I admired my husband's natural magnificence,
but he did not do sadhana. If he did not need it, I wondered why was it so
important for me to do it. My morning sadhana slipped, a lot. I often made it
to sadhana Gurdwara, but that was about it.
When in 2001 Yogiji lectured to women's camp
campers about how important sadhana was, I raised my hand and interjected that
he had once commented that sadhana was to raise our energy, but we needed to
follow it with Gurdwara to balance that energy out so as not to experience
dramatic ups and downs during the day.
Yogiji blankly told me, in front of everyone, "First you need to do sadhana, to have something to balance!"
Women's camp folks benefited from what had
been said, as we wished, only with Yogiji using me, seemingly detrimentally, to
give the message depth and power. This is how we played off each other in a
game of love.
